So Here's the Truth...

Interesting title for a blogpost, no? Well, don't get too excited, I'm not that interesting. Ha.
By the way, I just want to let you know that if this post looks a little weird, it's because this is my first post using the new Blogger dashboard or whatever it's called, so to me, it looks like I'm typing on a piece of paper. Excuse me if I include too many emoticons or ramble.
   So, this is going to be one of those dreadfully boring explanation posts that I keep doing, so feel free to skip over this one and head straight to the other posts with all the interesting pictures and such. I'll try not to make this post TOO long though, to spare you guys a little from my inner thoughts :)
   Okay, first topic up for discussion... I was reading some of my older posts a little while ago, and was blown away at how different I was... And I thought, if I'm thinking this, then I can't be the only one. In older posts I was actually attempting to be cute and interesting by saying things like "This is so super dreamy!" and "OMG, I'm in love!<3". And everyone who knows me knows that I would never say things like that in a million years. I figured that the point of my blog is to let friendly people (or the occasional troll) get a glimpse of my life through my blog, and I can't even get close to doing that if I'm saying that something is "so totally rad!". I'm going to admit it now, I'm different. I'm not super bouncy, or cheerful, but I'm not 100% dark all the time either. I'm not going to put on a show for my readers if it isn't even the real me doing it. I know professional bloggers try to maintain a bright and cheery atmosphere so people who are having bad days can sort of escape, but I'm not a professional blogger. I didn't sign up to be one, and I know I don't have what it makes to keep up a professional blog. I just wanted to talk to anyone who's interested, whether you live in London or Mozambique. I'm just a girl from America, nothing special.
   That being said, I want to keep up a rather interesting blog, for the two or three people who actually come back to read it more than once. I'll admit another thing- I'm one of those people who'll fall head over heels in love with something for 2 weeks to 8 months at a time and gush about nothing but that fad until I finally drop out of it and want nothing to do with it anymore. If I gush too much, I really am sorry. I'm still trying to find that one thing that really fits Me as a person, and right now, I'm just going through an anime faze (or more specifically, Hetalia), hoping that I can finally stay in this one and be a true otaku girl. Haters gonna hate, and I enjoy being different.
   So all in all, I'm not a bright little bubble of sunshine. Yeah, I wear black all the time and enjoy dyeing my hair a myriad of colors and over-quote things (5 cats for 5 deutschmarks at Arby's!) and procrastinate at homeschool, but I'm a normal person who just wants to be real with her readers. So I honestly hope you can understand.


xoxoxo, Emily<3

PS- I also reread my About Me page, and was unbelievably embarrassed. That's what I get for writing it when I'm in the middle of a Justin Bieber faze. Don't worry, my blog's going to have a completely new look sooner or later!<3